Needs some motivation. 😱✈#exams #work #nihongo
If only I could turn back to the time when we were asked if we’d like to have the L4 nihongo class, i would say no instead of yes.
If only i could say no to a peer pressure, which is actually a good kind of thing mind you, then i wouldn’t be like the weakling in class who could not recite the てーform and たーform properly. I would not sit here in front of Nihongo materials waiting for me to read them. And I would not be cramming for Midterms.
No, i wouldn’t say the usual “じかんがありませんから”, I have time, seriously. But I’d rather choose to read novels or sleep.
It’s like during my college days in Accountancy where in I try to grasp all things being taught but I just… don’t have the eagerness to learn, the push to keep me going, the enthusiasm of learning.. I’m just seriously not into it.
Yes, there’s the prize when you passed L4: a candidate for business trip in Japan. But, half of me likes to and half of me does not.
If I were to go in Japan, I hope it’s not for business. I want to go there as a tourist.
Aah. The problem when you have been employed in a Japanese firm is that you need to learn their language and I’m just not into it.
Also, I’m just planning to stay there for (at most) 3 years and I will definitely pursue a career in web industry after ftspi.
A PROOF OF SURVIVAL. Ito yun ehh!! :”> #ftsp #pin #work
Meet Kanji.
This is the reason why i cannot blog for months. I have to memorize (yes, memorize) 404 technical kanji along with its english meaning and syllabry.
On Monday and Tuesday, we will have our final exam and specs translation respectively.
How i really wish i could breathe and relax my mind just a bit. But then, on Wednesday, Nihongo class - level 4 will begin.
Phew.
Continual improvement. Definitely.
Dear break, when will you ever come?
FTSPI Batch 15, Quarter 1
Batchmates with our mentor, agi, and smile. :)
Since our technical training is done, it’s time for us to have a small celebration! Yay!
We’ve been doing out our batch project since Tuesday! It is a prototype of a tool that will be used company-wide for the skill matrix.
It’s nice to know that my PHP skills are improving since I left college. :3 Wala lang, ang saya ko lang. :D
First impression palagi sakin, masungit o di kaya mataray. Pero seryoso, hindi naman ako ganun… palagi. :)))
Way back thesis days, I really wished to be a web designer, a web programmer or even a web developer.
I knew that I love(d) that field of IT.
But what happened now?
Far. Very far from what i really liked, wished and hoped.
I don’t know, but I like it this way. I mean, I am being trained to be a programmer… of different programming languages. I like learning something new. I like being challenged. I like surviving the challenges. I like being one of the firsts to finish the exercises. I like the idea that I am not left behind, that the knowledge I have can keep up with the people from other universities. I honestly like being praised at times. I like… it.
God must really have a better plan that’s why he deviated me from the field I like. A plan I am yet to see.
I’ve been employed since the end of last month and ever since, we’re under rigorous training - slash - mental suicide (at least for me) and I must say that IT IS NOT EASY. NOT EASY.
- I have to wake up 4:30 every morning
- Digest lessons taught for the day
- Leave office premises by 5
- Drop by SM Megamall for some errands, and buy some food to eat during bus ride.
- 2-hour bus ride
- 30-minute jeepney + pedicab ride
- home by at most 8:30pm
- Too tired to eat, and study further.
- Sleep by 10:30
- And the cycle goes on…
The suicide is not the training itself, but the fact that you cannot study the lessons plus the 80% passing mark for the exams. Talk about mental pressure. Sigh.
I know, I know. I’m here for a purpose. I’m here because I’m meant to be here. I’m here to add new knowledge. I’m here to learn. I’m here to share what I know.
And I’m here because this is God’s plan.
And I know, that this, too, shall pass.
Please pray for me. Please?
Hi! I’m KJ and I’m open for freelance work! :)
- Layout and Design
- Illustration
- VB.net projects
- PHP Projects
- Pa-up sa web
